today was pretty easy going»>
this morning i didn’t have to present a presentation that I was some what prepared for but I did have to turn in the written work which was fair. ReASON: because my group flaked out on me and they dropped the class. My professor said that it wasn’t fair for me to present by myself while everyone else had a group so I was not mad when she took over. =)
I was scared to present the chapter but now I don’t have to worry about it!!
After class I hit up target and spent too much money for stuff I didn’t need! I always go in there and loose my self control over my cash handling cause I’m just not that rational. Well, SOMETIMES I don’t bother to spend like I should. Now these next couple of weeks I need to save my cash because I have summer trips that are coming and I just need to make sure I budget!
I’m guessing a gas only budget sounds about right for me. I might even just take the bus to school and to work if I need to or just walk because I sure do need to save my cash. Gas is too expensive and $20 every other day or every 3 days isn’t going to cut it. I’m sure everyone realizes how much gas prices are especially for those that use trucks or SUV’s or just any v6 engine.
So after target kicked it with the boyfriend and let me just say I love him to pieces with every millimeter or my heart. He’s my best friend but we may be knew and fresh out of our honey moon stage but I am VERY solid on him and I am not letting him go. With that being said, we have fought so much these past several weeks. Little things here and there turn into a heated argument. Over this past weekend I realized something. Yes we’re knew in this relationship, and we both have expectations from each other. I am a fairy tale kind of girl and he is very much not. He’s not the chivalrous prince charming that every little princess dreamed of. Of course I’m far from the pretty in pink princess. He refuses to hear what I have to say and it sucks when you’re trying to just talk to someone that doesn’t want to listen. By listening I mean actually hearing me and understanding and applying what I say to our everyday life. I don’t know what else to do except try and see what happens with time. I love him and I am all in this relationship. Yes I am young, and so is he, but we both discuss the many possibilities of our future. We realize that I have dreams of getting my masters and achieving that in our little hometown isn’t going to happen right now, because I do want to leave and then maybe come back. Waiting for him is no problem, but I just hope that he stays as patient as he is now forever. This relationship means so much to me and it’s been a priority for a year and 2 moths now. Everyday we spend time with each other and it feels like we’ve been with each other forever, but I love the feeling of his constant presence there with me. I love him.
