So it has been an interesting several days and a lot has happened and I’m glad they have. Boyfriend and I are awesome despite the many arguments that have been happening. 
As for school I have come to realize the drive I had when I was younger is gone because my priorities are mixed up. Putting them back into order has been a process for me and I am burnt out. I know summer is coming up soon but SUMMER is a given vacation and I am not going to just use that as my break because my summers are NEVER breaks. It may sound as if I am trying to justify to myself why I am taking time off from school but to put things bluntly after this semester I really don’t have much of a choice. The school is more than likely going to look at my transcript and force me to take the time off and then take me back in the spring but honestly that’s perfectly fine because in the mean time I may focus on work and then come spring just push work off to the side and focus all on school. Boyfriend understands that spending so much time with him has thrown me off and hanging out with him so much took my focus off of school. SO school and I are long lost lovers and I am trying to find my way back. In the long run I know taking time off of school is going to take a little bit of a toll on me due to the fact that I will continue to wish that I stayed in school but I will never regret my decision. What is the point of regretting anything?! There is no way to go back in time to re do what has already happened. Anyways it’s bed time and I really should “catch up” on my sleep. So good night